lost & found.

i'm back, i'm alive, i'm ready to continue my journey stronger than ever.

at heavens gate ..., originally uploaded by anitam.com
the past couple of months have been yet the biggest test of my existence but i seem to be doing much better now ... i allowed myself to mourn & cry and just as his first bday post mortem is approaching i have made my mind up to give him the best present ever and live again!